Thursday, 11 May 2017

To the one who keeps me going... | #MentalHealthAwarenessWeek

To my dearest Seth,

Even though we haven't been together to for that long in the grand scheme of life, I cannot imagine my life without you in it.

I used to spend so much of my time wishing and hoping to one day find someone who I can completely shower with love and have it received. Meeting you has been the most extraordinary learning curve and challenge for myself personally. A lot of the time I will push you away and tell myself I'm no good for you. But without fail, you are always there for me when I need you. You are patient, kind, thoughtful, funny, intelligent, wonderful, handsome, silly and honestly just everything I could've ever dreamed of.

I know I say 'I love you' a lot, but it's so much more than that. Everything with you is so new and exciting. You've made me embrace my weird, goofy side that I've always been scared to show others. I feel such a strong connection with you that I've never felt before. I feel drawn to you, I genuinely believe we're meant to be together. You're my best friend and I appreciate you so much. Any moment I get to spend with you I'm always laughing and forget about any worries I may have had that day.

You are the most affectionate person ever and it melts my heart. I am obsessed with being close to you and feeling you there. Being wrapped up in your arms in bed brings me such a sense of safety and calm. Kissing you, hugging and cuddling you and holding your hand will forever give me butterflies. Your smile makes me scream internally because you're just SO gorgeous! I'm honestly so obsessed with you. I love laughing with you and being weird just as much as I love just talking to you and learning from you.

I know I'm a handful. But I can't even begin to thank you enough for how much you do help. You're the most patient, attentive and loving person I could want for a boyfriend. I've said this before, but my only hope in life is to make you feel the way you make me feel. You appreciate that I am trying, although sometimes it does seem like I give up easily, and it makes me know that you're there for me. I will get better. I need to for me and for us. I know I don't ever want to be with anyone else so I'm going to fight hard to work through my insecurities and be the strong, confident girl you need by your side.

You make me hopeful for the future and excited to see where I can go. I know you will always be by my side through anything and will always support me. I will always help you and be there for you through it all. I know we can get through anything together. We're a team, and a good one indeed! You're incredibly special to me and I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy. I promise I'm not going anywhere, with you is exactly where I want to be.

You are truly unique. I count myself very lucky to have you!

I love you, Seth.


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